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[22 Feb 2005|11:52am] |
haha so i think i just hate livejournal. i made a new journal and havent touched it.
Bye.
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[11 Feb 2005|12:39pm] |
this journal is a piece of shit. im making a new one so add it god damnit.
<3
i love you all.
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[01 Feb 2005|12:04pm] |
whoa damn im bored. im bout to edit this journal within an inch of its life. eh. be back. let me know what you think.
no comments on the choice of background please.
wicked bitch.
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| To the non believers |
[31 Jan 2005|01:26pm] |
For those of you that cut me down and tell me that Im never gunna amount to anything and that talk shit.. well, just so you know, i dont give a fuck cause one day when i make, without your corprate ass world and your preppy ass clothes, that day when you wanna be me.. well, i aint gotta say shit.
-wicked bitch.
sorry, just a thought. well yeah.
"faygo chills,they give me chills and nyquil pills they make me sleepy"
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[31 Jan 2005|11:44am] |
I thought about making my journal friends only cause of one shit that likes to cut me down but whatever i dont care. It doesnt phase me except for the fact that I tried to be nice and then all this shit comes up.
Leigh, its time to kick some ass.
anyhow.. um i cant wait for lana to get her film back from the Waffle house outing a couple weeks ago cause i wanna post this pic of me and leigh for you,jules.
well whatever. im out
"i like shaggy hes my friend. and i like his mom cause shes nice to me."
"thank you j, i like you too."
hehehehe
Wicked bitch.
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[27 Jan 2005|12:09pm] |
hah. looks like there was a mistake. you never should have trusted me. im just like everyone else.
fuck off. all of you.
leave me alone because i just dont give a fuck anymore.
im going to become a hermit. sorry jules. but like you said, all my true friends will come to me.
and they already have.theres no question about who really cares.
<3 wicked bitch
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[25 Jan 2005|12:20pm] |
apparently im a druggie and all my friends are stoners.
heh.
wow.
learn something new everyday.
cause you know,that one time i smoked pot as opposed to the 609456058629034 times i said no.
"My mind won't give it up
Now I'm like what the fuck?
See your world
See my world
No connection "
Wicked bitch <3
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[24 Jan 2005|02:41pm] |
hahahaahaaahahhahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
ignorance is amusing.
agh. good weekend. next weekend is going to rule.
going to little five on satruday and on friday me and leigh are gunna chill.
me nad blake gotta get hair gel and i gotta get my lette hoodie.
wooooo.
<3
you know you love me.
wicked bitch.
<3
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| o, captain, my captain. |
[04 Jan 2005|12:02pm] |
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Back to school.
heres my schedule...
french 3, world lit, journalism, geometery.
isnt that fun?
three englishes and one math.
i like it.
im bored and tired.
i dont really know what to say.
<3
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[26 Dec 2004|12:11am] |
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im at gabbys. and im off grounding. and my christmas was...... chirstmas-y. in other words, it really blew because i spent far too much time with my family recently to even care what they had to say, give or do to me. then i came to gabz's and it was awesome. i watched her and timmy get more than a little physical...it was pretty hot. then we ate some food and did some other stuff. we re did my voicemail. and vickis. and i had to talk to some 11 year old snot.
meh.
how much fun. timmy played osme songs
we ate some chicken.
and smoked some weed.... not really.. actualy, ive never even smelled weed...which is pretty weird if you look at the people im friends with.
hm...thats something to think about.
but we did smoke some newports and it was nice.
so all in all...christmas was nothing likeit has been in the past, good or bad.
but i did almost drop gabby on her face.
merry christmas.
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| And whoa when it started |
[17 Dec 2004|10:52am] |
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Im really bored. today is the last day of first semester and yeah.it kinda good.
had finals yesterday. made a 91 and an 88. kayla,leigh,tommy,josh and robbie came to get me. it was cool. we got gas and then went home.
I talked to leigh last night for a realyl long time. he hung up on me at first going "i have to go." then like ten minutes later he calls me back. it was funny. people are so weird.
well, im going to go.
im really tired.
weeee.
<3 bye
introverted boy
you are not interesting, boy
you think you're intellectual
but no one's talking to you now
I might be an introvert
to you, a shallow fashionista
deep as any paper plate
dressed just like the girl beside you
how could I forget
a waste of cloth
of course, I do remember
on the back deck drunk and awkward
I think we accidently met
I know you've got some place to get to
and I really got to get somewhere
remember when I said
that Vincent had some tickets for me there
how could I forget
a waste of breath
of course, I do remember
all the things you said were pointless
now you go on dropping names
sorry, i was thinking of gabzies and timmy.
so there is me and tims themesong.
k, bye.
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| Faint.Today. |
[15 Dec 2004|02:51pm] |
Bored. Tired.
I feel like snow.
Christmas snow.
And if you know what snow feels like, you are a special special sheep.
"Look, the rain is fuzzy"
I hate that movie.
almost as much as I hate christmas.
But i get a new phone today.
cause special T is awesome and he is giving me one.
yeah and then..
um. i get the faint cd today.. cause i know most of the words cause tims always singing it.. yeah.
well.
bye.
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what a weird night and day.
ok last night..
got home... watched something on TV, talked to kayla...called leigh to ask him a question and ended up talking for an hour. mom got home and we went to my grandpa's house. argued with my grandpa about the following: college,math,leigh,my life, the way i dress,the way i think, me not being the prodigal grando daughter anymore, my choice in car, the wawy i was raised, the animals i like and my favorite food.
what a pathetic night.
leigh called when i got home. timmy called. i think hes lonely. we both miss gabz.
got to school. took some tests, did some surveys, ignored some lectures,drew baylie a picture and went to cici's with my aunt. came back...now im here.
wanna go home. i dont feel good but i dont feel bad.
hm. go figure. i need some orajel and some cigarettes... maybe ill see baylie after this class.
thats all.
bye.
-danielle
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| Quiz I took from Jess |
[14 Dec 2004|02:11pm] |
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1) Use band names spell your name:
Death cab for cutie
Action action
No motiv
ICP
Eve 6
Lefty
Laymens terms
Everclear
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?haah yeah
3) What song makes you cry? oh geez i donno
4) What song makes you happy? uh, lol vindicated hehe
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? um generally, instead of music i listen to the TV
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5’7
HAIR COLOR: auburn
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: blue/green
PIERCINGS: earsa nd belly button
TATTOOS: not yet... hopefully during spring break
r i g h t . n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: green day-warning
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: mint
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: wonderful
HOW ARE YOU? thoughtful..curious..sleepy.... really really good
d o. y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: sometimes
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: mm, nicotene
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: you mean the prison wardens...uh,sure
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Degrassi,fresh prince
CONDITIONER: Pantene
BOOK: poplorica
MAGAZINE: cosomopolitan
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: ^_^ leigh
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER: the faint or fall out boy
h a v e . y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: probably
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: haha yeah once
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: nope
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nope
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: haha why do you think im grounded?
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: nope
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: no
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course, they can always do that.
l o v e
TAKEN?:yes
SEXUALITY:straight
CHILDREN: maybe... right now i have to take care of Meghan
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes...but right now, i dont wanna try.
BEEN HURT?: yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: oh god. matthew. Im sorry, i feel bad saying that but i think dating him made me a lot more cyncial
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE Days: nope
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOw: action action
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: leigh...kayla..my friends..corcheting
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: green day
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS? leigh, kayla,baylie,timothy,gabs
w h e n / w h a t . w a s . t h e . l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: wow...thats been a while
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: last weeek
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: um, timmys christmas present
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: fresh prince
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: oh geez... um...napolean dynamite i think....
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| Dont flatter yourself |
[13 Dec 2004|11:36am] |
this makes me laugh. You flatter yourself into thinking that was about you. haha.
www.livejournal.com/users/iamthemaeistro
the people that think they know me obviously dont "you havent changed since ive known you"...
funny, you're the only one that thinks that.
stop wasting your time.
you've been pissed off about something since 8th fucking grade. how lame can you be?
people amaze me with their stupidity
why are you wasting your time talking a whole lot of shit to someone who doesnt care?
kthxbai.
<3 danielle
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| Gah |
[10 Dec 2004|03:06pm] |
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so I really hate the internet.
but I think I hate school more.
and yeah... so i posted a poem... and i wrote it about someone and when/if he ever reads it, i am going to be in so much shit.
eeeep. i hope he doesnt read my journal. I dont know why he would waste his time.
i asked leigh to read my journal like a week ago and he was supposed to leave me a comment but he never did... eh oh well.
im worried about baylie i hope she gets out of the hopsical soooon.
well, imma go.
ill talk to you later.
<3 Danielle
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[10 Dec 2004|01:38pm] |
you walk around with a mean scowl on your face and your blonde hair in your eyes
you dont care what you say, youre a perptual asshole and you aim to hurt others
did it ever cross your mind, how it'd feel to recieve the treatment to so blatantly give?
Did it ever cross your mind that in ten years when you need the help of those around,
they may look back on the things youve said and done and refuse you of their aide.
how will you feel then?
will you strut the city streets,
with that tough look on your face?
you wont be so bad ass then,
when you're alone and hurting
will you?
You portray yourself as perfect and you judge everyone, for everything
As if you have no flaws, nothing that could be critqued by people
What'll happen when you've estranged everyone and you've got noone left
You walk tall, with false security and a that badass look upon your face
And anger in your heart, bullshit reasons to express your hate
But you make me want to ask you all these questions I could never say
Why do you feel
the to be so bitter,
so rude.
It's not honesty,
It's conformity.
And I wanna know
what makes you so angry
that you bring others down
you want so much to be perfect and you want to call others out
but tell me when you're alone and hurting,
who will be with you then?
no one, you've made it for yourself.
you made them hate you now.
and im sure all you are is proud.
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[10 Dec 2004|12:01pm] |
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So i failed to mention that leigh is probably the sweetest guy i know.
eeep.
anyways.
tim and gabz make me want to hurl with their cuteness.
ack.
sorry i forgot to call you back callie, im really really bad about that.
hm, im bored.
hm.
what to say.
hm..
nothing.
<3 -danielle
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[09 Dec 2004|01:41pm] |
My mouth hurts.
My friend is in the hospital.
And I miss Leigh.
But Im still havin a decent day.
Im just worried about Baylie...
<3 Danielle
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| A love letter to someone you never really loved at all |
[07 Dec 2004|02:40pm] |
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Well, isnt this a bitch,darling?
so its safe to say that this is a fairly common place
And in safe keeping with the world, this will be our secret
something held so dear, inside a bleeding heart
an incompetent thought process inside a dying mind
his kisses make her whole again, her dream is now fulfilled
her fulfillment makes him want again, he takes her in his arms
its safe to say its commonplace, in this society of ours
she holds his hand in hers, holds it against her heart
he can feel the rhythm of her beating pulse against his hand
a dream, a fabrication of a love thats stayed so strong
the incomplete, the love to be, they said he'd never fall in love
they said he'd never make it, he'd never be for real
its safe to say those words aloud,they never will believe
the girls that are so jealous because they couldn't succeed
no one understands the love, the sincerity in truth
in a relationship they find to be completely unexplainable
because obviously, anything undescribable is impossible
impossible meaning jealousy of his and her secret world
He holds her in his arms as she sprinkles kisses on his cheeks
and they're creating memories held dear inside young hearts
with pet names and the sweetest of all affection
he brings her close to him, basking in the warmth of her
she sighs and lays her head against his chest
the most tender of all loves, from the biggest bad ass of them all
so its safe to say that no one ever would have foreseen
a love so real, its completely incomprehinsible to others
the thoughts, they are incompetent alone, no bleeding hearts untold
in a love they'll never understand and a bond for only him and her
love's a bitch, angel, but with you i wouldnt trade it for the world
hm, I have no idea where that came from. how random. I dont know if its any good.
its lyrics, i think.
but it may be a poem....no music.
i dunno.
tell me what you think.
<3 danielle
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